my exam resul is so-so..
nt that good not that bad either.
gpa 2.7.. i know i drop alot..


have to replan my future again..
taking h.nitec but not sure where..
sis ask me to take h.nitec in simei..
argh!!!! there goes my life..
nevermind!! mum, i will make u proud this time..
no more fooling...


i got a C for project and CIC and i got a D for my N&C..
the rest is satisfactory.. argh!! stress....

will update the chalet picture later on.. wanna watch movie...
take care..
i have to let him out of my life..
i have to forget him....
argh!!





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some random pictures..

nani studying.. thanks to aidil for taking this pic..

me & her..

its her!!!

me!!



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a day with mum & sis.
enjoy the bubur ayam as branch?? combine breakfast and lunch..
went shoping at tkc...
then went to macdonald and eat again!!

mine & ibu..

me drinking ice lemon tea!!!
favourite babe!!

its me!! thnx eh ibu..

at shop & save..
me with flower!!
i want flower!!
anyone??

me with kakak..
see her tummy..
weehhee...

me woth lolipop and tepung and plastic bag..
da mcm makcik2..

or branch!!!

life is always full with ups & downs.
sometimes we have to endure all those pains, hurts and agony.
but everyone patient has its own limits.



haiz, sometimes, whenever we feel like giving up in our life, always remember the people who loved and care for us. if anythng were to happen, they are the one who will be in lost.



life is difficult, but we can manage it if we can handle life nicely.
making life happy and beautiful as the rainbow is one way.
avoid sadness and hatred. coz it will destroy our life and also friendship..



friendship, everyone need a friend. a true friend will stay by our side through thick and thin.



I only can think that for the time being. Headache is bothering me for the past few days.
Galvin, till now, i still dont understand what u say earlier in msn. if the person u said earlier is me, im sorry. scold me if u need. everyone has to admit their fault, but i dont know what did i do..



Suddenly feel so lonely after nani left. my stomach is in pain. headache keep coming back...

argh!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!! argh!!!!! argh!!!!!! i feel so like going by the beach to shout as loud as possible..



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today is the 07 december 2008.
24 more days to new year!!
cant wait for new year, coz farahin will be changing to a new person..
lets update frm the last post..
the last post was on the 30th nov..
so lets start from the 1st december..



1st december 2008
went to school with ansari as usual and lepak and study at the same time at sc rm..
with the normal peeps.
suppose go for last class but feel abit lazy so ya, never went for that class..
ate cheese stick only.
since galvin got nothing to do during that time, i some kind force him to send me to the exam hall..
scared la..
after paper, have some last talk with mr khoo for awhle then went back to sc rm.
then went for blaze 2 camp meeting bout the project. confusing ar..
then went home alone..



2nd december 2008
nani came to study with me at my house.. halfway study, surf net and watch cicakman.
then thought of going jogging so we did..
but we play in the rain at the same time.. haha.. nani its fun!! gonna miss those times
remember, i got scolded by that particular guy!! hahha...



3rd december 2008
went sch with ansari? im nt soo sure.. forget la..
wat i noe, i reach school then continue to study and watch power ranger movie.
before that, went to cafe 2 to have some light snacks.
then when nani arrive, continue study with her for the last time, then we proceed to the exam
hall.. scared tau..
the paper was d*mn difficult.. but hey, thnx to that someone who teach me how to remember ths OSI layer..
then went back to sc room to find my missing ic. and thnx yat!! for keepping it without telling me, and he made me cry.. paisey2!!!
then went time to go home, shake hand with some peeps that im sure im gonna miss them..
when shake hand with saiful p&c, he almost make me cry when he say something. im nt gonna blog it here..
then continue shaking hand with others give some hugs and all.
then come to this particular guy.. he make me cry... oh my..
i felt ur love for awhile..
ansari!!! u make me so paisey when u say that..
im gonna miss sc alot. its just like my second home..
went to kfc with the sc peeps before went to hospital to visit my uncle.
im super quiet while eating. just dont know what happen and lastly, feel like vomitting.
an, i know u saw that but plz, pretend nothing happen, IM FINE!!!



4th december
did nothing much. clean home and all. then meet nani at tamp inter. im not suppose to go school but then, go je la since i need to pass the pencil box to the student development centre. then singgah cafe 1 to eat!! we ate chicken noodle..hehe
then when nani went for house meeting, me, rashid, sod and wan and galvin sit outside and chit chat some stuff. nothing much la but that guy somehow bahasa2kan me bout main hujan.. nvrmind.. wat to do..
then went time to went home, i feel the sudden love from him..
the concern him..
went home with nani and galvin and the gang. went to hospital meet mumuy and uncle. then went home.



5th december 2008
nothing much happen. cook breakfast for sis and myself.. do laundry all.. clean hse then off to bugis with sister.. She want to survey things, so just folowed her since giot nothing to do.. then went to eat at bugis banquet. i ate chicken chop ehile she eat fish soup. while eating, sudden lost of appetite. just cant swallow the food animore..
then from bugis, walk all the way to city hall, sis went to her workplace to check some stuff..
then went to school to meet ansari at the first place. but since he left, thought of paying to that particular guy but he's nt there. when we reach, he just came back from jogging. he say hello to sis but ignore me. pay nadiah money tha quickly letf school..
went to hospital than went to have dinner with fadli and farhan. was shocked wen i got to know that fadli know that particular guy. oh my..
then went home..
send some msg to cuppycakes and the one and only sugar pie..
then off to lala land.



6th december 2008
sick!! but have to be strong for the loved ones..
went for jogging alone but nothing happen.
thought of msging him, but nvm..
went to tampines with mummy to eat dinner. went to qi ji. feel like eating the popiah and the chee chong fun.. then went some window shopping with her then stop at popular to buy some puzzle book.. then went home straight after that. nothing much happen ather that..



7h december 2008
today!! wake up went to market with mummy to buy some stuff. 2mrw hari raya aidiladha. so will do some cooking.. will make roti kirai..
then slack at home.. watch some movies using laptop while mummy sleep. then ard six plus, went to courts megastore to watch taufik batisah autograph session. ok la.. nt that many people maybe due to hari raya haji..
then went to bedok interchange buy some more stuff for 2mrw cooking than went banquet buy dinner.. got no no appetite bute have to eat.. force myslef lor..
now, updating blog.. and its been 2 days straight i have not msging him!!!
argh!! i miss him but i have to forget him!!!



haiz, will update again maybe next week.. need to relax my mind.. headache coming back!!